I don’t think I’ve ever really sat with art. Static art.

Motion pictures and temporal audio (music) feel like a different class. The still art requires something more from you.

I wanted to know what that more was, and what better time than the present.

My Journey to The Balance

Not knowing any good resources I asked AI (Claude) the following:

I feel like I’m not sure how to appreciate art. I have done some writing and doodling, not terrible at either, but when I read poetry, or look at art (paintings, photography) I feel like I’m not sure how to appreciate it. Is there a science to it? or just some helpful mindsets to take toward observing art? I feel like I’ve moved past the “need” for art to speak to me and instead just be open to whatever a piece of art may invoke. What sorts of things make art art? I imagine its in the eye of the beholder? Is art’s worth determined by its creator? Can you appreciate art if the artist is a terrible person? Not exactly sure how to feel toward art, but I haven’t ever really had any sort of moving experience with art outside of music and motion picture.

Aside from the philosophical questions (perhaps they all were), some interesting highlights I pulled out:

  • Visual art and poetry require you to impose a temporal unfolding yourself (unlike video or music that “play”)
  • First Pass With no context, look at a piece of art for a few minutes. Notice what your eye is drawn to. Notice how you feel.
  • Context Then with some observation, learn more about the art. Its background, the artist’s process.
  • Synthesis Sit with this new information and the art again. See what arises in you.

With this rough framework here is what I felt and observed about Vermeer’s 400 year-old painting:

Analysis

On First Pass

  • The balance sits perfectly balanced in the very center of the painting.
  • There are many other features of the painting that are balanced, a dark blue shade of fabrics on the middle left and right sides, light yellow of the window and dress in the top-left and bottom right.
  • At the same time, lack of balance in the painting: only one woman on a side. The much larger framed painting in the background on the right compared to the one on the wall on the left, the lighter portion of the painting is the top right, darker bottom left (cut diagonally almost, which feels balanced more than imbalanced I suppose)
  • The woman’s gaze is easy to follow - lands on the balance she is holding
  • The woman seems perhaps pregnant?
  • The framed painting seems like a Jesus second coming or judgement day type? perhaps the woman being a Mary symbol?
  • did the artist put the scale in the middle of the painting at the very beginning? (maybe first the background wall, but then the scale) thought that would be an interesting grounding piece for the artist to work around and place balancing and unbalancing elements around the balance.
  • I thought that the painting left me feeling maybe a little dissatisfied, like I wanted compositional completeness but something feels missing? I felt I guess… off? only slightly so.
  • The balance itself is kind of hard to see, or maybe easy to miss? wonder if that speaks to the balance in the painting being easy to miss?

Then AI gave some context on those thoughts. The highlight for me being about Judgement Day.

I realized in a moment of reflection the religious trauma I feel I still have.